"Letting Her Go": My Most Greatest Regret

March 26, 2014, the day that changed me as I was walking and enjoying my vacation day inside SM Mall Of Asia. Due to the mall's Summer Sales Event, the mall is crowded. I actually can't see anything. I go with the flow, they walk, I walked. Everything seems normal until one girl stepped on my feet.

Her name is Diana, a girl taller than me. She knew that I was hurt when she stepped on my feet. She apologized and I accepted it. Until then, we have communication. We used social media to talk with each other because we are far from each other. It took nine months before I told her that I like her. On Christmas day of 2014, from strangers to best friends, we became lovers... teen lovers. As the day goes, we face challenges to prove how much we love each other. She visited me twice for us to have a special bonding moments and I did efforts to make it special but these things ain't enough.

November 27, 2016, the day that changed me as I need to chose between her and my future. She wanted me to go with her and start a new life but my dreams in life beat her as I chose to stay here to finish college. She was hurt, so do I but I told her that I want to have a better life than to be with you in poverty. She didn't understand that and from that time we do not have any communication. Christmas day of 2016, a Facebook status from her telling that she is with someone else, I cried that time and up until today I still can't move on. I wish I can turn back time that I can pick both of my future and her. I still miss her. It hurts my feelings.